But all of this means nothing

"I found that record you'd been looking for yesterday

The one I'd been searching for forever

I played that record all night, you were right

The last song said it all

Even though it skipped a bit, it sounded better

I never, I never, I never knew

The only way to listen to a record like that

Is to play it through

But all of this means nothing

Yeah, all of this means nothing

All of this means nothing

Without you

I packed up the car and started to drive

Without a plan, with no direction

You said it'd be good for me

To break out of my daily routine

You were always trying to teach some lesson

You wanted, you wanted, you wanted me

To feel the open road with the wind on my face

Well, I'm here and I'm finally free

But all of this means nothing

Yeah, all of this means nothing

All of this means nothing

Without you

You and I were partners in crime

Petty thieves in a line up

But somehow we wound up here

I'm looking at a letter that I wrote to you long ago

I wouldn't even know now where to send it

It's funny how it all poured out on paper

If only I had found a way to tell you

If only, if only, if only you

Had found a way to love me for who I am

The way that I loved you

But all of this means nothing

Yeah, all of this means nothing

All of this means nothing

Without

Without

Without

Without

Without you

*Dealbreaker, Track 10, Rachael Yamagata, Chesapeake

It's Christmas tonight and I've been out alone all day. I was in 1912 for 2 whole hours. I was part of an imminent tragedy but I didn't die. I was a 2-week old infant named Elizabeth and I survived.

I'm so tired. I'm kinda in a daze right now. I'm on a sugar+caffeine rush and I feel like blacking out. It's worse than being drunk. I can't breathe. I'm shutting down. And the crowd is fucking crazy, IS fucking driving me crazy. I hear laughter everywhere. I think I'll head home straight, before I go insane. Jump into a shower, rest my head until I have to wake again. Until the sun comes up again. Or until it starts to rain like a symphony in my head. The only trouble is, I can't stay in bed, for I'm currently living a lie I am forced to spun. But I'll get out of it soon, I promise you.

But I love you.

And I love you so much.

And I'll love you forever. Until the end of time.

I'll plead with you in my sleep for you to make me pancakes in the morning

Funny shapes

I'll close my eyes and hold you tight

I wouldn't wanna let you go now, would I?

I don't wanna let you go.

So please don't leave.

Don't leave me

Don't walk away

Don't cross that light

Stay where you are.

I'm coming for you.

I'm coming to save you.