Monday, June 30, 2008

最近的你都去了哪里
我笑着却无法控制的回忆不停在脑海里继续
颜色声音清晰
望着天空的我耐心等待着奇迹

你我将来是否还会相遇
没人能预知
没人能肯定

你在的天堂离我是否远近
好想寄张明信片给你
倾谈今天天气
细数夜晚星星


无法控制的眼泪复习着过去
睡梦里隐约听见你哼的旋律诗句
像是想提醒我要坚强努力

你我将来是否还会相遇
没人能预知
没人能肯定

你在的天堂离我是否远近
好想寄张明信片给你
倾谈今天天气
细数夜晚星星


如果能回到过去
我一定将你双手牢牢握紧

Monday, June 23, 2008

Silence and bright lights, my eyes opened wide
Words unspoken, distant melodies to my ears
Legs, unbeaten by fatigue, only driven by the lure of sweet memories, walk
And hands, what weary hands, wrote
Will she still be there, by the river waiting?
Why can't you hear that?
Why can't you just walk away?
Why do memories haunt like blurry moving pictures?
I sat alone in a dark corner
I sat alone, holding on, to things gone
If I shut my eyes, I'll see none
None of that color crimson, and none that I fear
There were stars and laughter
There was the air, and her voice so clear.

I made it for breakfast 4 in the morning too.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Last Kiss

Where, oh where, can my baby be?
The lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world
We were out on a date in my daddy's car
We hadn't driven very far
There in the road, straight ahead
a car was stalled, the engine was dead
I couldnt stop, so I swerved to the right
I'll never forget the sound that night
The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass
The painful scream that I heard last
Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
The lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world
When I woke up the rain was pourin' down
There were people standin' all around
Something warm flowing through my eyes
But somehow I found my baby that night
I lifted her head, she looked at me and said. "hold me darling, just a little while."
I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew I had missed
Well now she's gone, even though I hold her tight
I lost my love, my life, that night
Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
the lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good
so I can see my baby when I leave this world

©Pearl Jam ~~Last Kiss
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBGfoOVn4o4
so this is goodbye
pain at its perfection
the sound you made, walking away
made me cringed
made me cried, eyes of red

I'm missing the darkness now
in your eyes, of your skin, of that smile
and the nights we've kissed all so many times
I'm hearing voices now
you walking away, not coming back
my heart breaking, blood brimming

Did you always wanted to leave?
have i made it easy?
all the memories good and bad, laughters in my head
you erased them away just like that

I'm missing that darkness now
color of your eyes, of your skin, of that geniuine smile
I'm hearing voices now
you walking away and not coming back
my heart breaking
my blood brimming

i wanna remember, every last everything we did
i wanna remember, every last syllabus we exchanged
i wanna never forget that it was me you loved, me you would die for

I'm missing that darkness now
in your eyes, of your skin
of that smile...
so this is goodbye

Thursday, June 12, 2008

"Would you?, " Tara asked.

Would you still love me if you can't see me?
Would you still hold me close in the night and sing me to sleep?
Would you tell me jokes, funny or not, just so you could listen to me laugh?
Would you still hold my hand as we wandered the streets, day and night as shallow people stared and pointed fingers?
Would you ever get tired hanging out with me and me alone in that little rented room?
Would you have stopped me touching and kissing you?
Would you say no?
Would you still watch with intent when I eat and ask if it was any good?
Would you continue to lose yourself in the color of my eyes so blue, and smile when I talk?
Would you yell out my name when you'd wake in the middle of the night, sweating and in tears, sitting on the cold floor?
Would you leave me after I'm gone?