have i made it so easy for you to walk in and out of my life?
have i made you happy when you were here and alive?
i suppose i will never not make you cry again, huh, love?
i suppose you wouldn't have to stare into black again, when you looked into my eyes, lying in our bed
there wouldn't be no light...
i've always wanted happiness for you
how you deserved it
because you loved
because it was me you loved.
because it was me you gave.
what would you have said if i found another?
how would you have reacted if i did?
am i stupid?
am i just being stubborn?
i don't know and i don't really give a shit.
i would never love anyone like i loved you.
and because you were gone,
so have I, a long time ago.